Here is what I have been up to.

So here is a few pics of what I have been up to.

Renovations Almost in our new bedroom.












Then there was. Lisa's baby Jesse. I worked on a the knitted quilt below for 3 months.



and now more renovations. At least the kids are in there rooms now. I will post some more pics soon

So it's been a while!!!

I guess it has been af ew months since I posted last. So I thought I would post so you can get off my back. You know who you are (((( Chris))) anyway. i hope you liked the video I just posted it's pretty cool. ok well that is all fo now Keven has a hockey Game in 2 minutes.

Buffallo Vs Lions Watch who wins

Elbert Hubbard

So I was thinking what is the point to bloggin, Then it came to me. To share words of wisdom. So I was looking for quotes to set up on a bulletin board at work and I fell upon Elbert Hubbard's quotes. I love them and I just wanted to share a few with you guys.


"A little more persistence, a little more effort, and what seemed hopeless failure may turn to glorious success. "

"An idea that is not dangerous is unworthy to be called an idea at all. "

"Character is the result of two things: mental attitude and the way we spend our time."

"Do your work with your whole heart, and you will succeed - there's so little competition. "

"God will not look you over for medals degrees or diplomas, but for scars. "

"He has achieved success who has worked well, laughed often, and loved much. "

"He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words. "

"If you suffer, thank God! It is a sure sign that you are alive. "

"In order to have friends, you must first be one. "

"It is easy to get everything you want, provided you first learn to do without the things you cannot get. "

"It's pretty hard to be efficient without being obnoxious. "

So that is it for now. I must say I like the fifth one and the last one the most.

So here I am again

Yikes it has been a very long time. SO what Have I been up to.. To much to mention but i must say that the Lord has truly been working on me and my familly. I hope eveyone is doing fine in blog world and I hope that you all are healthy and safe. God bless

I found this Poem isn't it beautiful.

"Please Hear What I'm Not Saying"

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousands masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled. For God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game; that the water's calm and I'm in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear of being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation. My only hope and I know it. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self- built prison walls, from the barriers I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I can't assure myself; that I am worth something. But I don't tell you this. I don't dare. I'm afraid to. I'm afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance, will not be followed by love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me, that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing, that I'm just no good, and that you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate pretending game, with a facade of assurance without and a trembling child within. So begins the glittering but empty parade of masks, and my life becomes a front. I idly chatter to you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, and nothing of what's everything, of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, do not be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying, and what I'd like to be able to say, what for survival I need to say, but what I can't say.

I don't like to hide. I don't like to play superficial phony games. I want to stop playing them. I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me, but you've got to help me. You've got to hold out your hand even when that's the last thing I seem to want. Only you can wipe away from my eyes the blank stare of the breathing dead. Only you can call me into aliveness. Each time you're kind and gently and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings, very small wings, very feeble wings, but wings! With your power to touch me into feeling you can breathe life into me. I want you to know that.

I want you to know how important you are to me, how you can be a creator, a honest-to-God creator of the person that is me, if you choose to. You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble, you alone can remove my mask, you can alone can release me from my shadow-world of panic and uncertainty, from my lonely prison, if you choose to. Please choose to. Do not pass me by. It will not be easy for you.

A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls. The nearer you approach to me, the blinder I may strike back. It's irrational. I fight against the very thing that I cry out for. But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls, and in this lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder? I am someone you know very well. For I am every man you meet and I am every woman you meet.

~ Charles C. Finn ~

Healthy Home Education Night

Just a reminder for everyone about my Healthy Home education night. I will be a blast. not like any education night you have ever experinced before. come on come all. I can't wait to see you all there. Monday June 04 7:00 pm 4715 Loen

Our Mosey

Mosey our gift from God

2004 Ford Freestar

Our new Van It is so sweet!!!!

Garden Pics

Here is my old garden and my new garden

Whew I'm back I think

Well it has been an exhausting month and a half. But I think I will be able to return to the wonderful world of blogging. I have just gone threw the most intense job training ever in my life and I am still standing. Ok so lets see what is new in my life. 1. We go got a new Van, a 2004 Ford Freestar, Sorry guys pictures will be coming soon not tonight though because my camera is unavailable. 2. We also got a new laptop, I am not sure if I like it. 3. We also got a dog. I am so excited I have wanted a dog for a while now and I went to the shelter on Friday and Mosey just mosied on right passed me. At first I thought she was a blue healer but then when I did some inquiring I found out she is a 2 yeard old mutt that rarely barks and is great with kids. I am so serious about the bark thing. She has barked I think once in 2 days. Also the babies where poking her in the nose and just bugging her and she just sat there and looked at them and did nothing, I can't beleive it. a Gift from God that's what she is. ok well that will be all for now but I promise pictures real soon.

Winner of the JC Lottery

Ok So let me tell you a little bit about my weekend and the start of this week. Last post I was telling you about my crazy week. Well God sure has a way of doing wonderful things. On monday we got a call from the KSAN House asking if Roy and I would like to come for an interview. So of course we say yes. Anyway Monday night I go to prayer and we pray for many wonderful things but first about being grateful and then for the deacons ministry. After we pray about Finances. Well I just broke. I just prayed to God saying to him that he neede to take over our finaces. That I could no longer take control of this area in my life, That I keep messing this one up and that I gave him all control of this area. Boy what a peace came over me. I'm not kidding. It was like a huge rock was taken out of my gut. Anyway I left shortly after to tuck my babes in and when I get home Roy tells me that he just signed the big contract and that we would get a huge deposit in a couple of days. Like is that quick or what. It was litteraly 1/2 an hour after I prayed. Then on tuesday morning we went for the job interview and she tells us a little bit about the job. It is two part time jobs in one contract so she is looking for a husband/wife couple. It is for the manager/caretaker job for skeena housing. Anyway she tells us the salarie it's the most I'll be making ever and after 3 months benefits. Part time 32 hours per week split in 2. The hours are from approx 1-6 4-5 days a week. So then I ask her when she would know as to whom she was hiring and she said that she was pepared to give us the job right away and for us to go and talk it over. So We did and of course we have accepted. It is going to be so neat that after all these years I will be going back to my old stomping grounds and will be able to give back to them. Also Roy got another hand shake contract to build a house after this big contract. Boy the blessings keep on pouring. Today or tomorrow we are going to go and buy my laptop. finally no more slow computer. God has truly blessed us. I am also excited about Shacklee (no it's not a cult) Hey did you see Roger Barnett on Oprah today. Awsome. I just put in my order and I cannot wait to get it and also for the training I will be doing with Gwen's mom. Well that is all for now God Bless.

Well I'm back once again

Wow what a crazy time I live in. This week has been supremley busy between going to 2 job interviews at walmart, doing the evaluation for mini office outlet. wich is so exciting. Getting a luncheon for our church organized never mind homeschooling, doing books for my husband laundry cooking and the list goes on. I must say that today I am exhausted. But I am taking the time to do this. I miss blogging and I wish I had more time to do it. The Deacons training this weekend was amazing and I figured that I need to work at being a full time saint Thank you Lord for your mercy and Grace when I mess up and your constant Love . Well that is all for now
God Bless all

Mom's Birthday party

So we had a birthday dinner for mom last night it was quiet but good. God Bless you mom.

Happy birthday "Mom"

Today March 19, 2007 is my mother's birthday . She would be 57. Unfortunetly she is not here to celebrate it anymore so we will celebrate for her. I pray that you are having a party with all the angels mom. God Bless.

I Love you MOM & Miss You Ever so much

Clapton here we come.

So 3 more days before we go. I cannot wait. Here is our itenerary. Thursday afternoon leave to go to Van. Staying at my bros that night. Friday we get to pick up our car at budget, Friday afternoon. hair appointment. Friday night Eric Clapton. Whoo hoo. We are staying at the Ramada Inn that night. Saturday morning, catching the early ferry to Nanaimo. 1:00 appointment with Homeopath. Hopefully it will solve my probs so I don't need a Hysterectomy. Anyway after that off to visit friends. We are going to stay at Cavell's that night. Sunday morning Church at Mike's Church. Yippee. I love that church. Then we are coming back on the afternoon ferry. Then back to GM Place to watch The Vancouver Cannucks VS Colarado Avalanche. After that we are going to another hotel. Monday, somethime bring back the vehicle, Relax , shop maybe, Tuesday again same as Monday. Maybe take my bro out for his birthday . Wednesday morning, come back home very early we are on the 7:45 flight. So that is it in a nut shell. I cannot wait to just spend 5 whole days just R&Ring with Roy.

My little bean not so little anymore.

Congradulations Leah and Ryan I am ever so happy for the two of you. I truly hope that you will be blessed in you marriage.

Yikes i'm back

Boy what a crazy time it's been here. We have been hit with so many different things lately. Truck breaking down, Toilet keeps flooding thanks to Jojo and the infamous glof ball. My computer has had a cold abig cold like a mother of a virus. anyway all that taken care of now.. So on sunday we went on a drive after church it was just beautiful. here are some pics.

So that was very relaxing. Also We are all booked. Roy and I are going to Van To the Eric Clapton Concert. I just received my tickets yesterday. We will be gone for 6 days Just the 2 of us. I cannot beleive it. We are also going to get to see a cannucks game. Yippee. My first one ever. I cannot wait. Anyway that's all for now. chow.